Tonight I have a heavy heart. As I read a message on face book from my sweet roomate from college....life is hard and being a part doesn't help when you just want to be there for someone.
My sister and baby Baliey are having a hard time. Poor Aj just needs to have the strength to feel good and the change to get better...That is what we are praying for.....She is too far away or I am too far away one of the two...but soon....
My whole week is going to be wild and I don't like the Cook unit of 4 to be apart from each other. I love my family and I love being with them....but this week we will all be some where different.
On a happy note we go to see our oh so cute Nieces....Just love those girls.
Got Kaileigh some cute summer clothes and spent the day with the family. Well, Chad is driving sweet Kaileigh around trying to get her down for the night and I am reading the book Twilight and can't put it down. Please pray this week for my family and my sister and the baby she is carrying...very heavy on my heart. One thing I can say about the Tillery's is that we love each other very much and some times so much we get to each other. But, at the end of the day we know no matter what we are carrying or going through the others are hurting, crying, praying just as much as we are....I love the family God placed me in and my parents have nothing less of teaching us that all things come from above and at the end of the day God has it all under controll.
My prayer is this.
Lord, please come and take a hold of us. Please be with Aj, Bobby and the sweet baby she carries. Give her peace, wisdom but more than that carry her. She needs your love and your Grace. Thank you for being a God that we can lean on in uncertain times but thank you for being a God that doesn't allow uncertian. We trust you in every matter to give is the strength to go throug it, the wisdom to do it and the grace to know you are in charge of it.
Please be with my sweet Kaci and this changing time in her life. Love her and feel her with your peace.
Please be with my sweet children and husband this week and we all go and do different things. Place your angles around us and bring each of us back together at the end of the week. Thank you for blessing my life with 3 people that love me more than I knew I could be loved. And teach me things I never would have understood without them. Thank you for Chad and the wonderful man of God he is.
Thank you for my wonderful parents and the things they teach me everyday. I love you and thank you for being the God of today, tomorrow and forever.
Amen
ya'll I have such a heavy heart tonight. But, with that I know God is in charge. I love you all.


